Confession #4 (January 2016)– Somewhere along the way I had lost my voice. I had stopped following my purpose and saying what I needed both in my personal life and in my business! I was waking up in panics every other morning. I was angry. I mean really fucking angry! At myself, at my partner, at my business. I felt NO support and I wasn’t supporting myself. My heart would skip a beat as I was trying to figure out how I was going to keep everything up.
Confession #4 (September 2016) Not only had I lost my voice. I had stopped listening to my INTUITION and my ego was running the show. In 2015 – I left my relationship of six years. I hired a coach that was unable to show me anything, got sick and disappeared. I left the stability of having a “home” when I packed everything up to go on the road.
So in 2016 I got quiet and started listening again. I found my voice and how to communicate my needs. BUT I have CRIED MORE this year than any other year I can remember. I am grieving the loss of many things including my own identity because I had to let her go to become ME. When you ask to live an awakened life you will get thrown repeatedly into the FIRE to be tested, to journey into yourself, to feel your truth. IT IS NOT EASY. But it is worth every moment.
Confession #5 (January 2016)- My business was bleeding money and more was consistently going out than was coming in. I was in a whirlwind of CHAOS and FEAR! Wasn’t this all supposed to get EASIER.
Confession #5 (September 2016)– I am done with all the DOING, FORCING, and pushing to create. I stepped into a DEEP FREEZE that started in January and has lasted for 8 months. I have decided to make no rash decisions, to let spirit lead and wait to see what the outcome is. I am back and deciding how I will change my focus in my business. This time I am NOT thinking about quitting and getting a JOB I am thinking about how I can serve my tribe more coming from a place of PEACE & EASE. This led me to giving away a month of coaching. Get the details on how you can coach with me for FREE for 1 month. ($2000 value)
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