I have some confessions about 2015.
Confession #1– Even though I had my most successful year yet in my business I was extremely unhappy in many areas of my life during 2015. I have come to the end of 2015 and I confess that this was a really challenging year emotionally, physically and mentally.
Nearly One YEAR Ago in January 2015 I made a RADICAL decision to upheaval my ENTIRE life. There was a stirring in my soul and I made some tough decisions this year and I want to share some of the lessons I have learned. Although I was enjoying increasing success, I felt like something was missing. I had shut myself down, I felt overwhelmed.
I had promised myself that this year would be a year of Adventure and Evolving yet all I wanted to do was scream and cry and LET GO!
Confession #4– Somewhere along the way I had lost my voice. I had stopped following my purpose and saying what I needed both in my personal life and in my business! I was waking up in panics every other morning. I was angry. I mean really fucking angry! At myself, at my partner, at my business. I felt NO support and I wasn’t supporting myself. My heart would skip a beat as I was trying to figure out how I was going to keep everything up.
Confession #5- My business was bleeding money and more was consistently going out than was coming in. I was in a whirlwind of CHAOS and FEAR! Wasn’t this all supposed to get EASIER.
I didn’t know at the time that I was in a re-birthing process of coming back to myself and my divine essence.